Listening To:- Utada Hikaru - Can You Keep A Secret? + Nick Carter - Help Me + Coco Lee - Ai Ni Ai Dao

FP is DRIVING ME NUTS!!!! argh. what the hell is wrong with it? load so long and den have PostNuke errors.. its delaying my effiency to mail out items ~>_<~ *sob sob*

I realised something more bout me.. I DISLIKE people who need to ask another person if they can get this or that.. hell.. its basically having their life controlled & feels like a failure to me.. like having no control over their own life.. but i guess as long as they are happy with it. it shouldnt matter ba..~ i'm getting weirder or more normal in my thoughts by the days?..:| (sheesh. what am i typing? i seem to be raging... argh.. neither am i targeting anyone..grr. - everyone's entittled to their own opinions..)

there's no way i can live my life that way.. definitely not in this lifetime....if i did i would definitely be dead by now....( i guess that explains why some of my past relationships fails..=X i dun like being caged and controlled.. luckily leo gives me 100% freedom and let me make my own decisions..:p)

Pardon Me.. If I Offended Anyone. i'm under tons of stress from the overload of school assignments and a raging PMS that's not helping it :s

have started having thoughts for my new layout already.... :p thinking if i should change alot of things.. hehe..

It's like I got the signals crossed
With messages I can't decode
Half asleep, never wide awake
I'm in a complete overload
I've got so much information here
And nothing I can really grasp
I should know the truth
But I’m too afraid
 
Scribbled By `-|y[N]n_ @ 11:47:00 PM