Scribbled on Wednesday, December 22, 2004, 12:36 AM.
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Listening To:-
Nothing ( Enjoying The Silence Around Me :p )
i'm bored. getting sick of maplestory. does the same thing everyday kill kill kill lvl. *bleahz* i'm gonna fail my FTT again.. sigh. simply cause i didnt learn. :( wanted to book for the next one but my school's schedule is not OUT yet! grr. nafa is forever so slow! results not even out. now i cant even plan my work schedule, jap lesson timings & my practs. *puff* hai~ i better go try and sleep early. needa pack for chalet stuff later. & working at night~ :)
Found This In My Email.. haha Rather True though. :x
HER DIARY
Sunday night - I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.
Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent.
I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry.
On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving.
I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too."
When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore.
He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed distant and absent.
Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed.
I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep.
I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep.
I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.
My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today Manchester United lost the match. DAMN IT.
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