Scribbled on Monday, August 09, 2004, 1:08 AM.
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Listening To:-
Wang Li Hong - Ni Bu Zai + Jennifer Paige - Stranded + Stephen Gately- Stay + Liberty X- Everyday + Mariah Carey - Boy (I Need You)
Sorta quarrelled with him.... whats the big deal if a gal cant cook? or rather refuse to cook? *shakes her head* i just dont get it.. sigh..... have teared till i have nearly no more tears left..was on the phone with him for bout a hour.. didnt get a conclusion.. i'm stuck at a crossroad. to leave or stay... i'm afraid that if i leave i will regret.. and if i dont.. things might not get better and might just get worst. :/
oh well.. i guess.. preharps just left nature take its course ba.. i will concentrate more on keeping myself busy... get a job or two.. together with my studies.. at least i wont be thinking that much.... so that at least if i really leave him.. i would be busy till i dont have to think so much.... somehow the future that i forsee with him.. had vanished into thin air this very night..
so what if i can tolerate his temper, it doesnt make things better..... To You.. I'm still as useless and unworthy of your love....PLEASE...DO NOT Tell Me That YOU STILL LOVE ME......
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