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Scribbled on Thursday, July 08, 2004, 12:30 AM. 0 comments

Listening To:- Backstreet Boys - Shape Of My Heart + Britney Spears - Everytime

Alright.. i just teared.. yeah. big amount of tears.. haiz.. and leo sleeping beside me doesnt even know as he is in dreamland already..... my guess.. i cant blame him..... only can blame myself.for the blardi lots of flaws that i have.. but den again... no one's perfect.. . haiz~ these few days haven been sleeping well.... shouldnt have stayed over today at his place.. haiz~ shld have went home... at least i could cry my heart out.. and be alright after that.. yeap at this moment i am still tearing.... i dunnoe what the hell is wrong with me.. i guess all i want is just a way out... out of everything.. i feel like just giving up on everything... sigh.. i'm useless & stupid. aint fit to be anyone's gf... maybe i'm better off single and vanished from this world.............................................................


Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here, don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah.

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, and kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful, loneliness is tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become......

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, and kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart...........

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, and kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, and kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart...


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