Scribbled on Friday, May 07, 2004, 6:09 PM.
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Listening To:-
K- Ci & JoJo - How Many Times?
Been repeating this song my media player.. dunnoe why somehow can connect to it... brought tears to my eyes too.. hahha.. woke up bout 1 plus today.. given that i slpt @ 5.30am last night.. i'm still feeling sleeply, tired. and sehz.. damn slack to be exact. going to the doc after dinner to change the bandage.. can see some reddish thingy on the bandage.. -_________________________-"~ haiz. must be too agitated till it bleed again... or preharps i banged into something then didnt really realised. Both of my feet feeling darn cold now... dunnoe why.. only have the fan on in my room... i feel like bursting into tears.. to clear away the anger.. the disappointment that i'm feeling.. ugh. but doubt its gonna help.. i'm tired.. yeah.. tired.. of where my relationship is going.. somehow or rather.. hate the tot that meet ups are so diffcult.. haiz. and with my toe like this it just makes it worst. somebody just wont wanna wait for me.. even if it just a few mins.. FINE. next time I wont bother you anymore. Go do whatever you want. Preharps You Or Me Made the wrong choice right from the start. shouldnt have love each other... ugh.. Meet up only when u feel like it. i'm Ok With it. I can always keep myself busy. i can stop myself from calling,.. smsing.. thinking bout you... :/ Seriously I'm envying those that can meet their bfs everyday.. isnt it such a bliss? haiz. i dunnoe what am i thinking anymore.. i'm confused. i just feel like sleeping forever and not waking up.. I
DO NOT WANNA THINK AGAIN ABOUT WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR US!. *dreams of her prince charming.* Nope.. I'm not gonna give up.. i have came too far.. to let u go. perharps we will work things out.. preharps there will work out on their own... *cries*
I Rather Have Shattered Dreams...Then To Be Tormented...
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