Scribbled on Wednesday, April 14, 2004, 12:22 PM.
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Listening To:-
The Corrs - Don't Say You Love Me + OTT Story Of Love + Boyz II Men - I'll Make Love To You + Another Level- From The Heart + Zhang Shang Wei - Shi Xin Feng + SugaBabe - Shape
Great what a start to wednesday mornings which i normally nua at home before going for afternoon lesson.. i have that temptation to skip afternoon lesson now.. hai~ today let the angel in me won.. and headed down to school only to realise that there is no morning lesson! felt so dumb! *cries* after which headed back home.. thus i'm blogging @ this hour of the day. msging LH deciding to go or not to go for later class.. :( kinda undecided.. suppose to meet someone to pass her stuff later @ 5pm before heading over to dear's place... but hell i really very nua at this moment.. LOL! surfing delias.. hmmm adding more things to my wishlist.. hopefully the next spree i can get some more items.. -smilez-
currently facing a dilemma.. i cant decide whether to go or not to go for the dance audtion this sat... yeah i noe i'm fickle minded.. dearie also tell me that.. :/ . i'm having 2nd, 3rd,4th,5th,6th.. endless thoughts in me.. firstly.. i would be competing against students that are from the dance diploma programme in my school.. i'm sure to lose to them.. but some would say dun try how u noe? :| next.. i feel i aint good enough..third.. its not i dun have performing on stage experience.. but i'm afraid i cant do well.. scully tio stage fright.. hai~ . was reading reggie's blog.. something bout hidden talent? suddenly i wonder whats mine? hmm i can perform, i cant do a good speech, i can dance, i cant sing, i noe litte bit here and there bout web designing, css styles, html, java scripts, c+ programing (learnt when i was in primary 6.. so it is real basic.. :p but kinda forget liaoz.. ), creation of web graphics..(learning how to create animated graphics presently..), manages my own forum.. though screws up most of the time.. studies aint always good.. have ups and down.. sigh... i love accounting.. but my mom would never want me to walk into her footsteps.. cause its real stressful in the accounting world.. haiz.. i feel like..
"Jack of all trades.. master of none."..everything also noe abit.. haha.. not enough to go far.. lolz.. somemore now wondering what other hidden talents that i have which i havent discover.. :/.. . i seriously dunnoe.. sometimes feel like i have entired the wrong course.. sometimes feel its my calling.. :( *HELP* sometimes thinking maybe i should have went into IT... :| seriously i dunnoe.. probably think bout it again.. before deiciding to go or not to go :( Perharps Ballet is just a passion.. not something that i want as a career.. :/ ah i dunnoe.. fed up~! :| just realised i'm very inlove with zhan shan feng's - shi xin feng.. haha~
Tuesday, 13 April 2004
boring tuesday i must say stayed home the whole day.. yawns.. missed classes yet again... overslept twice.. aint i just like a piggy? *sigh* have to complete my lighting design thingy + the sound thingy soon.. probably do it after blogging.. :) next week and next next week gotta go down to lecturer's workshop.. gonna learn sound management sounds kinda cool.. hope its easy.... had dinner at home since i didnt go out.. and dearie was busy.. yawns~ slacked online for awhile and stuff.. recieved a phonecall whom i didnt expect to call me up.. chatted awhile.... updated each other on our life and stuffs.. he got my thinking if back then i chose to be with him.. would life be different now? hmm.. but it doesnt matter already.. which ever life it is.. i'm happy.. contented and that's enough for me~ hehe.. alright time to finish up the design.. and e-assesment. till here now.. :)
i've seen this place a thousand times
i've felt this all before
and every time you call
i've waited there as though you might not
call at all
i know this face i'm wearing now
i've seen this in my eyes
and though it feels so great, i'm still afraid
that you'll be leaving anytime
we've done this once and then you closed the door
don't let me fall again for nothing more
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
i've caught myself smiling alone
just thinking of your voice
and dreaming of your touch is all too much
you know i don't have any choice
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
we've done this once and then you closed the door
don't let me fall again for nothing more
don't say you love me unless forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away...
say you love me
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling, i'll only believe it
make it real or take it all away
take it all away
or take it all away
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