Scribbled on Tuesday, March 30, 2004, 2:40 AM.
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Listening To:-
Craig David - You Don't Miss Your Waters + Busta Rhymes Feat. Mariah Carey - I Know What You Want + Darren Hayes - Insatiable + Sarah Connor - Skin On Skin + Vanessa William - Save The Best For Last+ Mariah Carey - You Had Your Chance
suddenly had the urge to blog.... yup.. thats why i'm blogging at this hour of the day..hehe and chatting to WJ on MSN.. LOL~ sigh i cant get to slp.. insomnia hit me again.. yesterdae also like tat.. only ended up slping @ 4am... i can be immortal liaoz.. LOL~ managed to wake up early today.... hehe.. suprised at it though.. :) had the time to actually look through my wardrobe.. realised that my cupboard any kind of top also have.. LOL! but find it weird that i dun wear them anymore.. things like low V-neck spags, sexy halters, tubes.. toga, bla bla bla.. weird eh? preharps i gotten sick of the unwanted attention. which is uncomfortable..not say dun have the stuff to show.. just oh well.. grown out of it ba..~ heh like i said i'm complicated. and yeah my style is always changing...~ preharps i have already started to settle down *planning for family already.. LOL (hubby see this he gonna skin me liaoz) * ~dreams~ . kinda unbelieveable in the changes that happened to me.. in a short span of bout 2 yrs~ became less wildful.. not as stubborn as before.. but hell.. more complicated.. =X haiz.. how i wish i was naive.. and simple~ ~dreams again~ i guess i just aint feeling right in the mind this few days.. stressed up by ICAs & projects... answerless qns in my mind.even if i asked.. i wont get the answers.. just stupid subtle hints.. which sure make me blur + confused even more.. :X hehe.. but still somethings cannot be denied.. and i noe its still deep in my heart..~
wounds have healed.. but scars forever remain..Wont let it open up again to hurt myself or you.! though i'm tempted to give in...
I Feel So Mad..must be tio Influenced By LH liaoz...*
*yawns* tml still needa go school..most probably will be stuck in computer lab drawing on autocad.. yet again.-________-"~~~~~~ . at night would be going for ballet lessons.. *yeah* needa flex my bones + joints. i'm ultra duper stiff.. move abit can hear the Joints cracking sound le.. lolz. needa train back the strength for the audtion..
*WHY DONT I HAVE RESTRICTIONS IN MY LIFE? SIGH.. preharps hubby totally trust me.. heh.* I'm HaPPy + Hubby happy can le.. why shld i bother so much more aye?? :D
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