Scribbled on Wednesday, February 04, 2004, 12:44 AM.
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Listening To:-
Sarah Conner - From Sarah With Love + Zhang Zhi Cheng - Ling Cheng San Dian Zhong + Yuki - Di Yi Ci
Surprisely i wasnt late for school or didnt feel like going to school. i guess it has to do with partially that i dun have a choice.. as i have production design exam today.. scrape thru the paper.... hope will at least just pass.. hehe.. 25% of total marks.. after that went orchard.. to slack.. as i still have to go to NYP for ICA .. boring.. had lunch at sakae.. lol~ me and my friend today really eat alot.. bout $45!! ~>_<~ went FEP to slack too but yeah wasnt in the mood for shopping.. didnt buy anything. neither did i really flip or look at the stuffs on the shelves or the racks.. i guess i'm having mood swing.. after that went over to starbucks at the california fitness centre there..again to slack and waste time.. after which took train to NYP liaoz lo... ICA wasnt that bad.. write essay nia.. haha.. hope can pass too~ :D hai~ another ICA to go for this coming thurs.. + next week still got... why is there so many exams & in course assessment? -grumbles-
didnt get to meet dear today.. somehow i'm feeling very lousy now.. hai.. feel such like a very bad gf... someone who dun understand him.. i wonder if its just me.. or there is somethings amiss.. he seems to have changed after the new year.. i dunnoe. i only kind of realised today.. :| i wonder if its cause these two days he been kinda neglecting me.. :/ or am i thinking too much again? grr.. so many qns. just now i was wondering.. if that day i just let it go.. will things be the same? would he had asked me to give him another change? or would it have really marked the end? would i actually be happier? all this qns.. the answer.. i cant find... i dun wanna walk a wrong step to breakdown all that we have & had together...
hai~ -sob-
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