Scribbled on Monday, February 02, 2004, 1:50 AM.
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Listening To:-
Mariah Carey - Boy (I Need You) + Zhou Jie Lun Jay - Gui Ji
first thing that i can be joyous bout today.. is that there is no school~ oOoo~ :X and its me & my dearie's 4th year + 5 months~counting from the very first day that we become together.... inbetween the breaks.. and whatever happened.. we both treat it as it never happened before.... although it helped shaped part of who i am today..~ :D hehe.. yeah.. time is flying.. and before i noe it.. i guess i would have finish school.. sigh~ :| wont be meeting dear today.. but aiyah nevermind la.. think he meeting his friend go out... i cant say much too.. preharps just stay home study... 3rd feb.. i got production paper.. on stage lighting.. can really faint. as i havent touch yet... and now i aint sleeply.. jialat.. think gonna slp thru the whole day later again.. LOL~ ~>_<~ just finish changing the look of my blog.. hehe~ brown brown this time... since brown is my lucky colour..:D hope it will bring me luck. think i gonna try if i can slp.. if not den study awhile ba.. reading textbook always help.. hehe~
Sunday 1st February 2004
Woke up early.. bout 9am... ~@_@~ rested awhile more.. before getting up to prepare to go for brunch... at takashimaya Crystal Jade Palace Resturant.. *yumyum* eat until so full~ went with my family. members.. uncles, aunties all that.. dearie came along too..// he drove my family over.... eat eat eat.. bill come out to bout almost $500 sheesh.. damn ex man.. grr.. dad tio 4d a week ago.. so treated everyone go in... really burn a hole in the pocket.. but i think i havent dine there for bout a year liaoz..~ after that went paragon to walk awhile.. nothing much though.. later on went tampiness..den toa payoh gosh today really go like every direction like that.. *seh* was on the look out for phone for dear.. its either dun have stock for the model... if not den its too expensive... den if not dun have the colour.. He likes the SGH-E700.. i feel like not bad.. but myself still like N6820 heh~ :X upcoming model for nokia... dunnoe when will out.. but nvm la.. dun think i wanna change phone soon too.. after all that it was already 6pm.. went to the comic shop near my house here borrow comic book.. hehe got books to read too liaoz.. can continue the story..after which came home.. online till now.. haha~ :x
Saturday 31st Janurary 2004
yep.. i miss school again. hai~~ woke up late.. cause was too seh.. the night before took med.. hp alarm ring i also dunnoe.... piggy me. got nagged at by dear.. that i keep missing classes... den he so pissed with me.. but den ai yah.. it was my fault :( slpt thru the day till 4plus.. was so refreshed.. i took med cause i was avoiding some feelings that was build up within me after chatting to someone online the night before.. but still nvm la.. it doesnt matter anymore to me.. or to him.. somehow love doesnt have to be that the person be with you beside you and all that.. "xin li you ta jiu hao le"
i wont say i am in love with him.. neither would i say i still wanna be with him.. i still care though but as a friend. dunnoe why she still see me as a thread.. so no confidence of herself... nothing i can do too.. hor? i'm crapping again.. lol~ anyway do hope he get well soon.. as i heard bout what happened.. i got a shock.. seriously a shock.. needed to calm down... as i realised gosh my dreams really do come true.. yes.. they do... i dreamt of that something happened to him bout a week ago like tat.... and i dreamt tio 4d.. which came true.. though not much money.. and now i hope that i dun dream of anymore things that are bad.. hope every dream i make are good dreams since they do come true in a way or another.. :| *worries herself away*
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